JUST ONE OF THOSE DAYS…
...Just one of those days where I wonder, 'Is it all worth it?"
Should I succumb to surgery, so many have, but I prefer not to have some foreign material in my body, and I also know I can, we all can, heal our physical bodies--if we KNOW it is possible and do the energy work to support it. Also the importance of clearing deep trauma buried in our cells to live the magical life we were designed too, and... And I find it so interesting how easy it is to do for others and not myself! Decades later I am still clearing ancients wounds and there are days like this, where I wonder why I agreed to this, to assist in clearing as many ancestral wounds as possible?
I was obviously delusional thinking it was easier than I anticipated! But I hold on to the belief that what I clear, clears 7 generations back and 7 forward, so I gallantly carry on even when I don’t want to.
I know tomorrow I will feel differently, but today it is just exhaustion. Not only from being the last day of a 7 day liver cleanse (if people only knew how compromised their liver’s were!), but a colon cleanse before, others to come, all that are necessary in a very toxic world if you want to live a healthy life, but from showing up diligently in an effort to rebuild the collagen in my right hip so I don't have to have a hip replacement.
There is also the constant underlying tension in the body of the fascia holding tight to the bones that is just doing its job to steady a compromised structure. I have been engaging in 'Block Therapy' which is really helping, and other modalities to release the fascia to allow oxygen to get in and do its job, HEAL the body. When oxygen is blocked through shallow breathing, this collapses the body and the cells are compromised from lack of oxygen making it very difficult to heal. Now that is not the official explanation, but it will do for now.
It is too bad I had been misdiagnosed for years and discovered each 'doctor' led me down the wrong path to actually making it worse. Although, in the big picture I know it has nothing to do with ‘them’ I was the one not listening to the clues after every injury, sports or otherwise, and would jump right back in without allowing the body to fully heal.
Less than two months ago I discovered through an Italian doctor who insisted I do 2 different MRI's before he would see me, and that was when I discovered my pain issues and needing to use my hiking sticks to walk, it was stage-4 bone-on-bone which meant the collagen in my right hip was gone.
It was pretty amazing to discover how the body can adapt, even for years, so instead of listening to what the pain was telling me, I just found another way to circumvent it--such as using my left leg to smash on the top of my pitchfork to penetrate clay, rock and rubble to build more gardens. I thought I was so clever that I had become so adept at using my left leg.
My body tried to give me so many messages but I was too busy creating beauty in the outer world that I ignored my inner world. So when I didn't listen over and over and over, to my body saying 'STOP!' There was no more saying, "Just one more thing" and then another and another being driven to complete the desired task even when the sun was setting and I hadn't eaten the entire day. that my body said 'that's it!' and make it physically impossible to ignore it.
I am listening now! And that is one of the several reasons why I have returned to my passion as a Mentor/Coach and Facilitator, to heal the unhealed buried in our physical forms and free us of the past.
Anyway, enough, just a reminder that so many of us are going through deep healing at this time in order to transcend the 3rd dimensional world and live in the 5th.
BREATHE - LISTEN - LOVE - LIVE
Worthy mention: UNBLOCK YOUR BODY BY DEANNA HANSEN, also find her on YouTube Block Therapy
I will also be trying QUANTUM-TOUCH but I will let you know how that goes.